I'm asking myself why I should even try to get over it
there's no reason for me to try to get better
there's nothing in life i would miss, except you
I love you, and I can't change that
but you say I can't get better for you, I have to get better for myself
you should have known that this is impossible for me
you don't understand it
all i wanted is someone careing for me, loving me and needing me
but you don't need me, noone is needing me
I don't blame you, perhaps just for keeping me alive so long
my heart beats for you, but now it has to stop.. 'cause it's not wanted
it's not needed
my heart is worthless...
so I'm saying goodbye to you and the rest of the world
I will always love you
thoughts of a schizophrenicWhere are we both?
Do we both remain?
Do we both want to remain?
I want, but I can not.
I want to, but I'm not allowed.
I have two opponents, you have only one.
I'm on your side, but I have to fight you!